Communique for Bro W and Yours Truly

WILLIAMS

mmpleaser 发表于 2016-3-24 04:15
I do drink as you know.
BUT NOT TO EXCESS , just enough to go to sleep.
NEVER SAD, very happy.  Es ...

i drink until vomiting or unconscious

please realize what NN can provide to you is seriously limited.
You need More than those very basic life needs

Franz Seraphicus Peter Schubert is a great a musician,
sometimes when i listen to his piano pieces,
that kind of enjoyment from music or Art is something NN can never provide to you

WILLIAMS

Please do not say you do not need culture or Art,
Art lifts your ordinary life beyond,

WILLIAMS

and please tell me where to learn music composition in toronto
in chinese 作曲
i am very interested at music composition but do not know where to learn
i am adult , so kid tutor not suitable for me

mmpleaser

WILLIAMS 发表于 2016-3-24 18:37
and please tell me where to learn music composition in toronto
in chinese 作曲
i am very interested  ...

Sorry no culture, therefore do not know

WILLIAMS

mmpleaser 发表于 2016-3-23 03:08
I thought you are a romantic guy,  not mutually exclusive with loner.
Loner has few friends and one  ...

i do not have partner during dinner neither do i need any
Once when I was having food with girls, i felt bad,
not because the civilian girl is not pretty actually she is quite pretty
the point is i felt some sense of void meaning.  
The candle means nothing for me. Partner brings you happiness and companionship, but at the same time, sorrow and unsatisfaction.
so be a monk,

WILLIAMS

mmpleaser 发表于 2016-3-23 03:08
I thought you are a romantic guy,  not mutually exclusive with loner.
Loner has few friends and one  ...

although I want to adopt the "joker" mentality as you promote,
something is quite a issue for me, no fun, need treat it seriously.

WILLIAMS

it is my second day over night this week.
Back from drinking outside, stumble on the street with bruise and blood when back home
but those physical pain is nothing, the internal cognitive pain and trouble is the real issue.
I do not have health care here, pay for health care OK
do you know where i can find some objective checking and therapy etc for this kind of problem.

I know some counselling in this regard, but requires a lot of talking with the counsellor,
i do not liking talking orally, instead , some machines checking providing objective results are preferred.
Private hospital also OK. do not necessarily need those large size public hospital.

WILLIAMS

I do not have health card here,

WILLIAMS

Actually this topic should be in private,

WILLIAMS

I believe now i am sober,
Last time, when i was dating with a civlian friend girl
ordinary friend
i asked her to slap me heavily,
with the pain on my face, i felt better in heart.